Moods

I don't know what in the world is going on with me lately. I can only assume that with the weight loss has come hormone changes and with hormone changes the mood swings. Ugh, so annoying. I feel like I want to cry all the time, but I'm really trying not to. I've been off, moody, out of it. I almost feel like I'm depressed. Is that possible, that weight loss, something that makes me healthier and in the long run happier, can make me depressed?

I'm really working hard to lose the weight and I know I've come a long way, but when I look in the mirror, all I see is how far I still have to go...and it's such a long way. I want to look good and feel good about myself, but I don't feel like I ever really will. Clothes can only hide so much.

Either way, I will keep working at it and give this over to God, but I really wish I could stop feeling this way. I know that God is in control of all of this and that he will take care of me if I will just focus on my relationship with him and focus less on the me in the equation.